Week 5

Half way there in the midst of things.

After our exactly middle of 9 weeks Yoga class our teacher played Bon Jovi's Like a Prayer. . .
Whoa oh Half Way There . . we all sang along

I'm completely exhausted.

All I do is yoga, sleep, memorize and recite.

Everyone is going through breakthroughs or breakdowns.

I had myself a little pity party yesterday.
I work really hard on this dialogue, it sounds awesome all the way up to my performance, then I choke on stage! I"m so focused on getting it out perfect that I blank. It's horrible. I'm great in the beginning and I've managed to finish somewhat strong, but always with a blank in the middle. It makes me so angry. Everyone is going through something. Lots of crying in posture clinics. Everyone wants to be great and is putting so much pressure on themselves to perform. We are our worst enemies. Add in stress and lack of sleep and you get a bunch of emotions coming out.

So after I did my Tree Pose and Toe stand together I threw myself a little pity party in the corner. No crying, just angry, mad cause I know I can do better. My groupmates gave me a pep talk. We all support each other. I have one of the strongest groups here, some great teachers are going to come out of this group.

Today we had a great posture clinic and our teacher reminded us that we are going to save lives teaching this yoga.

Back to studying. Cobra tomorrow!